So this is what a broken heart feels like?

Have I mentioned how behind I am in my school work? *whimpers*
And all I can think of is Remus breaking up with me how I'll never be able to catch up.


lexy//gryffindor

So I'm back.
Big woop, right?

Hmmmm...Merlin knows all of the classwork and homework that I've got to catch up on but right now I find myself not caring much about it. All my mind can think of at the moment is what had happened ever since I was called to go home.

My great uncle Ernie had passed away. I spent the good of two weeks consoling my great aunt Millie and my mum. We had the wake and the funeral and then just as I was going to write to Remus I had heard a tapping against the glass of my bedroom window.

He had broken up with me.

He didn't even have the decency to say it to my face. An owl. A bloody owl. How...how...GAAAAAHH! I'm so mad that I can't even think straight!

After reading his owl I ended up glaring at myself in the mirror. 'Is it me?' I thought angrily. 'I must be me. I...' My thought process stopped as I did the unthinkable; something that my mother berated me over it for two whole days. I straightened and dyed my hair black. But I didn't care. It was perfect. And now it had matched my mood.

So yeah...I'm back. I've yet to talk to HIM! In fact I've yet to talk to anybody, even Lily. I've missed her though. Maybe I should head up to the Gryffindor common room and see if she's there.


Later,
Alice


Lexy//Gryffindor

Have I mention how much of a snob she is?
If I haven't....then there you go.
I can't believe she did that to Lily in class. What a cruel and wretched person she is.

She just HAD to make Lily run out crying like that. But one of these days...fate is going to come back and bite her in the arse.


Lexy//Gryffindor

I can't believe it but Remus and I are official.
I'm so happy I can't even think straight. ^_^

Basically he found my sketch book and somehow we ended up chatting about in the common room and one thing led to another and I ended up kissing him. *swoons*

So now we're official and I couldn't be happier. *sighs*
Life is truly grand.

Last night I was suffering from yet another case of insomnia so I decide to do something productive rather than stare up at the red and gold canopy of my four post canopy bed. I sat up from my bed and looked around only to frown to see my fellow dorm mates sleeping soundly. 'Don't mind me...really. You guys just keep on sleeping.' I remember thinking glumly.

After slipping into my purple fluffy bed robe I grabbed my sketchbook and small box of willow charcoals and descended towards the Gryffindor common room.

That had happened allot. My insomnia. My body would tire from a long day and yet...I just couldn't go to sleep. My father suffered from it. And apparently...so did I. Sometimes I read. And other times I took advantage of the time and I'd study. And sometimes I'd draw.

I sat in front of the fire with my feet tucked under me I opened my sketchbook and took out a willow charcoal pencil. With the warm common room fire being the only source of lighting I stayed up for most of the night.




Lexy//Gryffindor

What can I say? I'm so excited about this weekend. There's a Hogsmeade trip coming up and I'm so looking forward to it. Just to get out of this school. *sighs* The only thing I'm worried about is that James Potter and his trouble making side kick Sirius Black. I just know that those two are going to cause some kind of problems for Lily...I just know it.

And if not them then for sure that Bellatrix Black. That horrid excuse for a witch is always giving Lily such a hard time. Why can't she just let her be. Who cares about blood purity and all that. Her and Severus are childhood friends for Merlin's sake! They should be allowed to be friends if they bloody well feel like it!

Hmmm...it seems like I'm going to have to keep an eye out for those two. Lily is my best girl friend and I just feel like I have to so SOMETHING. I can't just abandon her like this.


Lexy//Gryffindor